Sunday, December 19, 2004

vtc barbeque. Stupid stupid stupid. Even after I arrived over an hour late the fire only started a short while ago. Even with Daryl "the bang" Gan manning the flames that would cook (or leave uncooked) our food, there just wasn't enough. Not to mention I didn't know 90% of the people there. So I left early with Denys.

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Been feeling blue during nights recently. Dunno why. I need to be busy. To take my current situation out of mind. To phase me out of this state of incohesion. To pull me back to reality. Most importantly, to forget this painful week.

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I have a swelling on my forehead. And the skin on it is peeling off. It hurts.